December 2011
78 posts
He who shall not be named finally blocked me. Ha. But… whyyyyy? I havent said anything to him. Infact he just commented on my status and then proceeded to delete it. :sadface:
Its cuz im nerdy with my Skyrim status updates. He couldnt handle my overwhelming coolness.
Got split into two appointments. At least i finally called lol
Lush products are so nice! Omg! I bought R&B for my hair after hearing so many amazing reviews and i must say, i agree! my hair is amazing! i think i used a smidge less than i should, but better less then too much. and it smells incredible! :D Happy purchase :) I’ll definitely be going back to lush.
How about a guy that doesn’t automatically talk about sex as soon as he finds out i like them? Sounds good, no? I’ve just realized that it happens far too often.
I don’t think i have very many standards…. in fact… i don’t think i have any….
but like it matters. I’m fairly sure i’m going to be single for a very long time. Everybody my age is getting into the party/drinking phase and i just don’t like that. at all. it’s uncomfortable to me. Then any body older still looks at me like i’m a 13 year old. So it’s the single life for me. Still.
2 years and counting.
Is the sweetest little girl ever. Makes me want to have a baby. Well, i’ve always wanted to be a mom, but everytime i see her i just wanna go “LOOK AT THAT!” and run off with her when nobody is looking. Of course i cant run… so… yeah… lol
But she is the sweetest, cutest, funniest baby ever. I love spending time with her. and buying her things. And letting her play with all the expensive stuff i own that i would never let any of my other nieces or nephews play with. I trust her for some reason lol she did drop my nook… but she’s so close to the ground that nothing happened to it lol :P And she’s lighter than a feather. I carry her all the time. <3
Draw the first eye:
Now draw the second one:
Vegas. Still warm enough to go outside with a t-shirt and jeans on.
You all know that we went to our “families” christmas party. Full of people we call our family that were not related too…
Turns out all of the “young kids” went to the movies and had a jolly good time with each other. Turns out it’s been a christmas tradition for years.
My family has never been invited to it….
Joe was there. And so was the guy that kept me company at the actual party.
I don’t want to go next year. At all. I feel lied too. And unwanted. They all are close to all the little kids and see each other year round… and we never see anyone… were never invited…
What’s wrong with my family?
Christmas party was today. Fairly boring and depressing. Joe was there but i get the feeling he was avoiding me. Everytime i would be near him, he suddenly decided he needed to talk to that person way on the other side of the room. I even tried to ask if he was avoiding me, but i never got an answer. (I just said, “how come you walk away everytime i come over?”) I didnt even get my special hug… :’(
I caught him looking at me once, but theres so many people there that just turning your head an inch to the right and you’ ve made eye contact with 20 people.
Do i look like a leper? My eczema blister is much better. Doesnt look like a blister at all anymore, it just looks like i face-planted on the asphalt and walked away with a smoodge of road rash on my chin…
I even texted Joe to say thanks for the gifts and never got a reply… he had his phone out all night… even updated facebook…
I havented talked to him since that one night… a few facebook comments, but nothing else…. i couldnt have annoyed him… could i?….
This spring, BB and her tiny hands will attempt to learn how to play the piano :) WOO!



